Sad Day.....not a good day for receiving results I guess?

Today, Phil said that we can actually claim our personal response results over the Skerman Building. So I went after Brian finish his lecture. I was actually quite excited....receiving my first ever assignment report. However, everything turn sore when the paper finally rest on my palm. 9.5/15?!!!What the hell? Is this my paper? Yes it is (No doubt because the name is printed on it). The world is spinning, I better get a bottle of Panadol and kill myself. How the heck can I only get 9.5? Barely off the passing marks. Turning to the back page, the comment says:" quite a good job there. Fully understand the needs of the personal response. However, try proof reading to reduce your grammar and spelling mistakes. Take note of the sentence structure also. The headings are quite engaging but try to make it short and simple" Well, what can I expect more of? This comment has already drained out all my marks to get at least 11 and above. I begin to think I am marked. Everything seems to be not in its usual way it should be since I came to Australia. Things keep popping out from no where. First there is this difficulty in finding a room to live. Then this computer have problem and I have to spend a good 200++ dollars to buy a windows XP original disc to reformat it (I left my disc at home.). Now, I nearly fail the assignment. What is going on?